Showing posts with label I don't know how this happened. Show all posts
Showing posts with label I don't know how this happened. Show all posts

Monday, September 21, 2015

He’s the Glue on Your Hands Right Before You Peel It Off and Old Books


He’s the glue on your hands right before you peel it off and old books. He’s the sound of sneakers on a gym floor and the glow-in-the-dark prize from deep inside the cereal box. He’s the smell of pencil shavings and old crayons and the hair tie that gets stuck in your hair. He’s an orchestra tuning and a soda can opening. He’s relief and nostalgia and hysterics and guilty pleasures. He’s every scar with a story and peeing after holding it all day. He’s the squeak from fresh cheese curds and mint ice cream and the feeling of paint squishing through your fingers. He always guesses the ending of a murder mystery wrong. He’s the shivers from a perfect song and getting a back massage. He’s the feeling of someone else’s hands running through your hair and impromptu water balloon fights.

He’s the summer vacation you always dreamed of.

You wouldn’t change a thing.

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

The Hands That Touched Her -- 23 March 2015

She used to be pretty
All sunshine smiles and cups of warm coffee
She was beautiful
Like a cat stretched out in the sun
Or a fresh snowfall, pure and undisturbed
That girl isn't around anymore
Gummy smiles and a too-big nose
With eyes that crinkle when she laughs
She is still beautiful, but unusually so
Like stinging nettles or a venus fly trap
She's not afraid to bite if you get too close
And if you think for a second
That she is any less beautiful
Marred, scarred and dirty
Now that she's been broken, abused, and left
Then maybe you should look at the hands that wrecked her
For they are the source of the dirt
And his actions shouldn't condemn her

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Archaic Misfortune of Men -- 13 February 2015

Sailors used to tell stories
That a woman on board was bad luck
So go ahead and throw me overboard
As I drown my legs will entwine
Slowly becoming one
The salt will scrape at my lungs
Watery depths will lull me to sleep
And I'll know I'm home
And breathe again
I'll come back stronger
Pissed as hell
With a voice husky from betrayal
And strained from screaming
My siren call burdened with revenge
Beautiful and dangerous and tragic
Designed to lure only those
That want to make more like me
Never again will I be silenced

Thursday, January 15, 2015

So I'm An Awful Human Being

I've obviously been slacking on the writing part of my life. Now that I'm done with school, I'll be trying to update more frequently. We'll see if it works.

Monday, June 3, 2013

You Can't Name All The Ways In Which You Love Her

You can’t name all the ways in which you love her:
You love her slow when she just rolls out of bed
You love her fast just like her road rage on the interstate
You love her red like her face when she yells all angry
You love her blue when she’s snotty and crying into the covers of your bed
You love her cold because it means her God awful sweaters
You love her hot like the tea she drinks every morning
You love her silly in every picture she takes
You love her serious, bent over textbooks and full of concentration
You love her faraway, lost somewhere in her head
You love her close because it means she’s yours
You just love her all the time.

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

You'd Be Scabies - 22 May 2013


Loving you is a phantom itch
And no matter how hard I scratch,
You got under my skin.
If you were a disease, you’d be scabies.
Thanks to you
I've torn myself into pieces so small,
Clawing away at my skin
Anything to soothe the crawling underneath.
I've lost some things along the way
Like my smile
And my laugh
And my innocence
Replaced instead by
The gnawing, the biting, the corroding feeling
That could only be the after-taste of you.
And unlike you, scabies goes away in 2 to 3 weeks.

Microexpressions -- 7 February 2021

Maybe someday I'll be able to tell a story That doesn't have anything to do with me Or you But how can I ignore Your mouth full of e...